"I'm no barbie doll
I'm not your baby girl
I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed
So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word?
Nothing ever smells of roses that rises out of mud
Why do you love me?
........... "
"Why Do You Love Me?" by Garbage
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
exam's over.
exam's over.. yay! but i didnt do well in it.. sigh..
now i can have all the time in the world to play my super mario.. but im not playing it.
now i can have all the time to watch my tvb drama.. but im not watching it.
and i have 3 months holiday to spend! i wonder how am i gona spend it..
ok.. i think i'll be busy for the first 2 weeks.. but after that.. 0.0
.....
now i can have all the time in the world to play my super mario.. but im not playing it.
now i can have all the time to watch my tvb drama.. but im not watching it.
and i have 3 months holiday to spend! i wonder how am i gona spend it..
ok.. i think i'll be busy for the first 2 weeks.. but after that.. 0.0
.....
Saturday, September 13, 2008
exams? sigh..
tsk.. tsk.. i always screw up in exams. sigh.. i am so gona fail statics. =(
not only the stress is increasing during the exam weeks, but so are the amount of pimples on my face! arrhh! the pimples are like undergoing binary fission! 0.0 from only one, then it became two & now four! all damn huge some more! wth..
geramnya.. exam week now & somehow im especially indulged in tvb dramas during this period.. & flyleaf's broken wings is so stuck in my head like 24-7! everytime i listen to this song, i will suddenly stone! dont know why.. hahaha.
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Now playing: Flyleaf - Broken Wings
via FoxyTunes
not only the stress is increasing during the exam weeks, but so are the amount of pimples on my face! arrhh! the pimples are like undergoing binary fission! 0.0 from only one, then it became two & now four! all damn huge some more! wth..
geramnya.. exam week now & somehow im especially indulged in tvb dramas during this period.. & flyleaf's broken wings is so stuck in my head like 24-7! everytime i listen to this song, i will suddenly stone! dont know why.. hahaha.
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Now playing: Flyleaf - Broken Wings
via FoxyTunes
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
All in a day
"Hi.."
"Hello."
"So, what's wrong with u?"
"Erm.. my eye. its very red & sore."
"Oh.. itchy?"
*shakes head*
"Ok. Then it is not an infection. Do u use contact lenses?"
*nods head*
"Then it must be ur contact lenses. I'll give u some eyedrops & antibiotics just in case u catch an infection. How long has it been like that?"
"About a week? But doc, there's this small grey swollen spot near my right iris."
*takes a big torchlight & shine into the poor sore & begin-to-get-watery eye*
"Nop, i don't see anything. don't worry. everything is normal. is that all? anywhere else got problem?"
"Erm.. nop. just my eyes only."
"Alright. then that's about it!"
0.0 *stunned for couple of seconds*
"Okay. thanks."
*leaves the consultation room*
Not even 5 minutes in the consultation room & i was charged RM40 for a small bottle of eyedrops, antibiotics & some anti-infection tablets! =.= (no wonder so many ppl wana be a doctor.)
Actually i didn't wana see the doctor. but my condition was not getting any better. and with much nagging from my parents, i finally drove myself to a nearby clinic.
I hate medicines! but if i dont finish it, then my RM40 would be wasted! 0.0
anyway, happy birthday cc!! =) yup, celebrated cc's birthday today at station 1 cafe.
I'm always happy to have my friends around. I miss all my friends.. sometimes i wish good times will never end. i dont want good times to end.. its very sad to come to the fact that ppl who actually bring colours to ur life come & go just like that. why...? i may be forgetful at times, but i will never forget ppl who walked in & outta my life..
Something happened today. had a conversation with a long lost (i wouldnt call that person a friend. so yea.. ) acquaintance. i dont like telling everything about myself to ppl who r not so close but still wana kepoh about my stuff. especially things that will make ppl say "I TOLD U SO!" after telling. well, if i dont tell, it doesnt mean im lying. so i'll leave that matter for that person to find out. but from what i heard from that person, im sure that i'll be getting a I-TOLD-U-SO if i tell what really happened. sigh.. sadness..
well, its okay if some readers do not understand what i blog about. like i said, i dont like to tell everything about myself to everyone. cuz my story is always a sad story. so yea.. that's why.
I realized that i do miss my family & i actually love them very much when i was away from home.
(I feel so geli saying all this. but that's what i really feel.)
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Now playing: Tank - 专属天使
via FoxyTunes
"Hello."
"So, what's wrong with u?"
"Erm.. my eye. its very red & sore."
"Oh.. itchy?"
*shakes head*
"Ok. Then it is not an infection. Do u use contact lenses?"
*nods head*
"Then it must be ur contact lenses. I'll give u some eyedrops & antibiotics just in case u catch an infection. How long has it been like that?"
"About a week? But doc, there's this small grey swollen spot near my right iris."
*takes a big torchlight & shine into the poor sore & begin-to-get-watery eye*
"Nop, i don't see anything. don't worry. everything is normal. is that all? anywhere else got problem?"
"Erm.. nop. just my eyes only."
"Alright. then that's about it!"
0.0 *stunned for couple of seconds*
"Okay. thanks."
*leaves the consultation room*
Not even 5 minutes in the consultation room & i was charged RM40 for a small bottle of eyedrops, antibiotics & some anti-infection tablets! =.= (no wonder so many ppl wana be a doctor.)
Actually i didn't wana see the doctor. but my condition was not getting any better. and with much nagging from my parents, i finally drove myself to a nearby clinic.
I hate medicines! but if i dont finish it, then my RM40 would be wasted! 0.0
anyway, happy birthday cc!! =) yup, celebrated cc's birthday today at station 1 cafe.
I'm always happy to have my friends around. I miss all my friends.. sometimes i wish good times will never end. i dont want good times to end.. its very sad to come to the fact that ppl who actually bring colours to ur life come & go just like that. why...? i may be forgetful at times, but i will never forget ppl who walked in & outta my life..
Something happened today. had a conversation with a long lost (i wouldnt call that person a friend. so yea.. ) acquaintance. i dont like telling everything about myself to ppl who r not so close but still wana kepoh about my stuff. especially things that will make ppl say "I TOLD U SO!" after telling. well, if i dont tell, it doesnt mean im lying. so i'll leave that matter for that person to find out. but from what i heard from that person, im sure that i'll be getting a I-TOLD-U-SO if i tell what really happened. sigh.. sadness..
well, its okay if some readers do not understand what i blog about. like i said, i dont like to tell everything about myself to everyone. cuz my story is always a sad story. so yea.. that's why.
I realized that i do miss my family & i actually love them very much when i was away from home.
(I feel so geli saying all this. but that's what i really feel.)
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Now playing: Tank - 专属天使
via FoxyTunes
Saturday, September 6, 2008
red eye red..
kinda screwed up my english paper today! suppose to be studying now. but decided to blog about my red eye. dont know whats wrong with it. so annoying! its been so red since many many days ago. ish.. geram! and there's this big pimple on my cheek! its so obvious cuz its so red and its exactly at the middle of my right cheek! argh..
"cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.."
"Blue Eyes Blue" by Eric Clapton
"cause you were only playing,
You were only playing with my heart.
I was never waiting,
I was never waiting for the tears to start.
It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you, it was you who made my blue eyes blue.."
"Blue Eyes Blue" by Eric Clapton
Friday, September 5, 2008
firefly
"Firefly"
You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I cut your line
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win
'Cause I'm born to lose
Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When they're open wide
Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
To a different land
Now I like this way
You could go away
If you guess the name
You could not replace
Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me and
Walk away,
Walk away,
Walk away!
Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When they're open wide
F*ck You Firefly
Have you lost your light?
Now I hate your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
Such a sorry end
And I don't know why
So I joke and smile!
by "Breaking Benjamin"
You my friend
You're a lot like them
But I cut your line
And you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
Like I always do
And I'd die to win
'Cause I'm born to lose
Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When they're open wide
Take my hand
We'll be off and then
We'll come back again
To a different land
Now I like this way
You could go away
If you guess the name
You could not replace
Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me and
Walk away,
Walk away,
Walk away!
Firefly
Could you shine your light
Now I know your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
Now I'm justified
As I fall in line
And it's hard to try
When they're open wide
F*ck You Firefly
Have you lost your light?
Now I hate your ways
'Cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
Such a sorry end
And I don't know why
So I joke and smile!
by "Breaking Benjamin"
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
happy birthday krystal!
Last Thursday, elaine, krystal, cc, cj, daniel, duncan, wei jer and me went for bbq steamboat at somewhere in setapak. (genting klang i think).suppose to celebrate Krystal's birthday on 27th sept. but we celebrated her birthday on 28th sept. the late update is cuz i just got the photos. we had a great time there. the guys are really jokers. hahaha!
the girls
group photo with 3 guys missing
everybody *smiles*
anyway...
the girls
group photo with 3 guys missing
everybody *smiles*flyleaf rocks laaa... check it out! this song is in my imeem too! hahah..
"I'm So Sick"
I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break!
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick..
I'm so sick..
If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick..
I'm so sick..
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick..
I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick!
Monday, September 1, 2008
A Lonely September
sigh.. make me study! i wana stop wasting my time watching tvb dramas & doing nothing! argh.. not when my finals r around the corner!
but anyway, this is one nice song..
"A Lonely September"
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh..
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight..
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did..
by "Plain White T's"
but anyway, this is one nice song..
"A Lonely September"
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh..
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight..
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did..
by "Plain White T's"
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