Bad "gift"

"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow's a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present..."

If i can choose, i would rather not have this "present"!

Everything's so messy & uncertain..

All kinds of feelings are going through me lately..

fear, worried, sad, disappointed, hate, confused, stress, etc..

My days are just getting harder & harder for me..

And it sucks..

Arghh.. KILL ME!!!