will be starting uni next week. which means i will be here in puchong for only 1 more day. my heart's feeling so heavy to leave home. not a very good sign. i will be having classes from monday till SATURDAY! hate the new timetable! suddenly i realised that 3 months holiday is just not enough for me. i wish every day is also a holiday! i love holidays n i will really miss it! oh, i went for this SME brands award night last night at Shangri-La Hotel, KL. was working as an ambassador for that event. the event was overall very well-organized. n the best part of it is that i took home a goodie bag, namecard holders n a few note books! yay! as said by one of the girls there.. this is the sign of a future "si lai" (aunty!). omg! =_=" reminds me of the times during form 6! which also just reminded me that i saw Mr. JP two days ago in Tesco! who also said that i looked old! =_=" wth! i was wearing my glasses la.. n ofcz i was not very dressed up. since i was just going for grocery shopping at the hypermarket!hmm.. im glad that a couple of my friends were there for me when i was feeling down. lotsa stuff happened. there's so much that's bottling up inside me now. i wana get all that out, but i just cant find the right words n also the right person.. everyone around me seems to be drifting away.. i finally understand why certain ppl still do certain things even tho they know its wrong! well, just say that im a person who doesnt learn from mistake. everytime i fall, i feel the pain, mourn over it n when its over, i will be back for more! n i will go through the whole process all over again! wth! why am i like that?! i truly agree that humans will never be satisfied with what they have! even if they do, its just temporary. humans r greedy! i admit that im like that. (tho i really wana deny it, but i really cant help to agree on that fact!)i also learnt that ppl do n have to change due to environmental pressure. im really afraid that i will become someone i dont even know some day.. im such a messy person.. dammit!
i ♥heart♥ faber drive!! =)
songs i ♥♥♥♥:
"Bright cold silver moon Tonight alone in my room You were here just yesterday Slight turn of the head Eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change Seems like something's just aren't the same What could I say?
....."~ tongue tied ~"Instead of holding you, I was holding out. I should've let you in, but I let you down. You were the first to give, I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
....."~ second chance ~"I know the end is coming. So scared of heights it's numbing. A 24 story love affair. With me up here and you up there. I know it's all but over, I wish the last kiss would have lasted longer. A 24 story love affair. With me up here and you up there.
....."~ 24 story love affair ~"Underneath my skin is it just anger, just frustration? Underneath my skin is it decisions or these feelings? It always hurt my mind. It always killed my pride inside. It always wastes my time. Again, again... Again I bleed, again I shake. Again I fall, again I break. Wasted, hated. Again, again...
....."~ again ~"When I'm with you I'll make every second count Cause I miss you Whenever you're not around When I kiss you I still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count when I'm with you
....."~ when i'm with you ~"Am I the fool?, Am I a victim?, I'd rather know, You'd rather kiss him goodnight, Tonight I'm blinded, I tried, I tried, Is this the way, Is this the way it ends?
....."~ it ends ~ 
happy new year ppl!
may the new year brings endless joy n prosperity! =D
