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hahaha.. my first "personal" starbucks mug.. =P

just another random post

im currently typing this post from my puchong home. still have one assignment and a lab report undone. have to hand up my assignment on monday. but my brain's kinda saturated of god-knows-what.. probably i've been squeezing my brain too much weeks before this, that's why im so tired lately.. 2 tests next week.. wednesday & thursday. huh.. & i havent even started flipping any pages of my books. gah.. im so dead!

omg.. omg.. avril's coming to malaysia! this august, i think. hahahaha. i wana go to her concert!!! but.. sigh. dont know la..

i really dont understand why certain ppl can be so... UGH!!! (no words to describe. but its definitely not something good!) or perhaps, im just being too sensitive. but i dont think my sensitivity is at an above-average-level! huh.. how nice it'll be if i have no feelings at all..

"I’ve had enough waiting for your so-called planning
The future that you spoke of, just how long will it take?
Always when it’s too late only you realize that I’m lovable
I want to depend on you, but you’re always not there"

if only u can see all this.. if only you cared.. if only..

henna

Accept? not..

I think there's no need for words to explain what's going on. I got my second choice of my appeal. but don't think i'll be taking it. fyi, im currently doing chemical engineering at UTAR now. i'll only leave my course if i get Architecture. but.. sigh.. disappointing la.. sigh..

*sobs*

I'm basically overloaded with assignments, tutorial homeworks, and studies.. and test is next week! ahhhh!!! going crazy d.. so much to catch up. sometimes i just feel like crying after looking at those super thick books & the amount of stuff i have to do to catch up the syllabus. im totally clueless about certain topics even though i've done repeated readings!

hmm.. i won't comment on the ppl there, since my blog is public again. hahaha. but most of them speak mandarin.. the killer dialect (for me at least it is)!

anyway, something bad happened. my faithful alarm clock fell off my bed few days ago.. its alil broken but still can function. what's worse is that i forgot to bring it back here after i brought it back home to fix. *sobs..*

*sobs..*

die larr...

*sobs..*

cold as you...

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you, died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Oh Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Cold As You by Taylor Swift