I'm in love with you And it's crushing my heart All I want is you To take me into your arms When love and death embrace I love you And you're crushing my heart I need you Please take me into your arms When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace When love and death embrace
depression.. confusion.. or is it.. grr.. i just don't understand!
i was very surprised. i met up with him today. it has been quite some time.. he showed me his new set of tattoo. looks quite cool tho & he told me that one of those skeletons represents me -_-"
something happened after that. i'm confused. is there anything more than "that"? he acted differently when we were alone & when his friends were around. omg.. feels as if i don't know him anymore. & i really couldn't prevent 'some other thing that happened after that' to happen.. not like i'm the other person rite?
to him: ok, u were sorta pissed. & so was i. at least u saw i tried my best to keep my distance rite? somehow, i kinda feel that i don't worth a cent to u.. i really couldn't believe u actually asked me "that" question! f*%# u! (hopefully he doesn't read this!)
at one moment, i was really pissed at myself for being there at the first place! well, now that i'm back home, i just want everything to be back to normal. besides, the whole bunch of them were having hangovers at that time. i don't wana think about stuff like that anymore! at least not until stpm is over! & i swear i'll slap that stupid hand of mine if i ever react stupidly towards anything like that anymore! im so emolah now.. gah.. just don't ask me anything about this!
my friend & i like this dress from SUB but we didn't buy it. cuz it's too expensive! gr... being the vain me (ok, i admit i'm alil vain k!), i took a picture of myself in it. but the camera couldn't fit in the whole dress..
yesterday, my computer got spoiled by my brother. & today, guess what? car accident.. yes, it's damn saddening. cuz this is my first time banging onto another car. i was going on a slow speed, then the car in front suddenly brake & i did brake too. just that i couldn't stop on time.. & BANG! there goes my car bonnet, bumper & left head-light! as usual, proton cars.. haih.. wasn't really sad about the car accident cuz the white guy was nice. he talked to me nicely & at least he didn't ask me to pay for the few scratches on his back bumper. the sad thing about this is when i got home.. haih.. i guess everyone knows what happened then. no need me to elaborate on that.. the only thing that could comfort me was the freebies & shrek 3 premiere movie tickets from flyfm troopers. at one moment, i thought i was lucky.. until the stupid car accident! blah.. i didn't take a shot of the damage on my car. cuz it's dark already & i don't like looking at it! k, that's all for now..
Music : "If the sound consists of frequencies which have some form of relationship among themselves and are not varying randomly, then we can can detect some harmony and uniformity in the sound. It is then called music."
Noise : "If the sound consists of a randomly varying frequencies and intensities and we cannot detect any uniformity in it, it is called noise."
hahaha. so people, make sure what you're listening is really music! & not noise!
5 THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG: - books (obviously!) - pencil case - wallet - calculator - papers ...a typical school bag. lol!
5 THINGS FOUND INSIDE YOUR WALLET - money, of course! - identity card - pocket calendar - privilege cards! =D - last CNY's ang pau from parents
5 FAVORITE THINGS IN MY ROOM - my bolster! - bed - radio - magazines - my favourite cd's
5 THINGS YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO - travel around the world - learn some martial arts for self-defense. lol! - learn higher level of dancing - score 5A's for STPM (seems impossible though..) - meet billy martin in person!!!!! AHH!!!!!
5 THINGS YOU'RE CURRENTLY INTO - going online - blogging - billy martin.. omg..! lol! - nail polish - singing
5 PEOPLE YOU WILL TAG anyone who's interested la...
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm lovin' it. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.